We hadn’t really realized that different missionaries might have very different answers to this question. We expected to be told what to do, and that most of what we would be doing would be observing, shadowing, and learning from what the missionaries are already doing. However, the missionaries have expected us to have goals and take a lot more initiative and come up with our own things to do. Since everyone speaks English here that’s a lot more possible that in most countries. We do have scheduled things to take part in, but not enough to fill up our days. We have had a hard time between that and the slower pace of life in general, some of us more than others. Communication is starting to be better though and we’re starting to get a better feel for what’s expected of us. This is what Marcus outlined as goals for the internship in a “session” with him last week:
-to be a case study of this mission team’s work (to learn what mission work is on a practical level)
-to try some work ourselves-grow in skills
-talk to missionaries on field, get advice, learn from their wisdom, experiences, etc.
-doing-productive time
-adapting to culture
Since my last blog: One day of learning with Marcus: sessions on goals, how to treat yourself and others on this internship, schedule, history of all churches in area, and animism/witchcraft in this culture. Most people are “churched” but churches are very territorial, controlling, political institutions. Missionaries came in years ago and literally divided up the land geographically for where each one would evangelize. So each area or village is “owned” by a certain denomination. Also, the old traditions of magic and witchcraft and are very embedded in life still and mixed with their christian religions. That night
Talking with Jeri was very helpful. She encouraged me not to feel the pressure that I need to know for sure whether I’m going to end up doing long term missions or not. She shared struggles and doubts she’s had along the way and before coming especially. Even before talking to her I’d say that the main thing I’ve learned so far is that I can’t know what’s going to happen in my future and so I don’t have to commit to anything for sure. Lots of missionaries that I talk to never thought they would do end up doing this. I’m also learning that God has power over my shyness, and that that doesn’t mean I won’t FEEL shy still, but that He can work anyways. There’s so much more that I’m learning but can’t express yet. Thank you all sooo much for your prayers.
I’d love to hear from any of you. My email address is: bethany.cannon@gmail.com
2 comments:
Wow! It sounds like you are really learning a lot. It is always great to get different views on things. I hope the Reese's and others views on what an internship and missions are will help you establish your own views and ideas about them. :-)
I hope your Bible studies and classes go/went well. I prayed/am praying for you guys. I am sure you did well. :-)
I liked what you said about God working though and on your shyness. I have that problem too. I am a very shy person and He always seems to be working on that with me. Maybe you could share with me what he taught you when you get back. :-) God bless!
Josh
Hi! Thanks for the outline of what you all are doing there. It is good to know that we are not the only ones with lots of free time. Our English students didn't fill the days by any means. But I'm sure you'll find ways to fill the days. Just being in a new country takes time!
Sooo, if 4am Searcy is 7pm PNG, then ya'll are 7 hours ahead of Finland, not 3. Good luck trying to call home at a decent hour! Tell everyone hi for me! God bless,
Angela
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